I long to be naked

I long to be naked, Emotionally.
To be open and vulnerable,
Courageous and authentic.
To share with the whole world,
The unadulterated truth.
To show all of myself,
The beautiful and the ugly.
The light and the dark.
To be all that I am, Unapologetically.
I confess, The fear and longing,
Of approval and disapproval.
Is still within my mind.
But I wont let it stand in my way, Of pursuing my passion.
I am dedicated to the path,
Of healing, growing and awakening.
And no matter what comes,
I will face it with courage.
Every time I fall, I will get back up.
Every time I fail, I will learn and grow.
Challenges are opportunities,
And mistakes are lessons.
The shadows we run from, Contain invaluable treasures.
Instead of cowering in shame, For my wounds and imperfections.
I will use them as resources,
To further deepen my love.
Embracing their pain as a blessing.
Knowing it cant break my heart, Only the walls around it.
As long as I love all of myself,
Then if you love me or hate me, It doesn’t really matter.
As long as I am true to all of myself,
Then even when I fuck-up, It´s ok,
I can forgive myself. Knowing my own intentions,
I can die without fear or regret.
This is the way I want to live.
To be fearlessly true to myself.
To stand up for what I want.
To express my desires.
To say no when I feel no.
And to say Fuck Off! when needed.
This is what I need to work on.
To stop people-pleasing.
To stop avoiding conflicts.
To stop micro-managing emotions.
To stop bending to the will of others.
Just to keep the peace.
This is now the focus of my spiritual practice.
Being truly naked is difficult,
But it is also powerful and healing.
It awakens us to a fundamental truth:
We are all human and we all make mistakes.
There is nothing wrong with us, It is all a part of the process.
No matter how much darkness is inside,
Our inner-most essence remains wisdom-love.
And even amidst our deepest crisis,
Its warm embrace is available to us.
When we dare to open and surrender

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